time, go by FASTTT..or at least for today[:

it's 1:50 and i swear it feels like if it were still 12 o something.

i need it to be 3:15 already so i can get into class and ignore everyone

but my teacher. just the thought of having to go in that class is making my stomach hurt,

making me feel really nervous.

but im going to try to;

once i get in there, act completly normal!!!!!!!!

and no even try to look at the door to see who will come in or not..

ist going to feel raelly akward.

my hearts thumping really had and im even shaking a little.

the anxiousness is driving me insane kind of.

did i say kind of? i ment it IS!!!!!!!!!!!


to self; STOP RIGHT THERE && JUST CHILL.

okay im going to have to deal with this bullshizz wether i like it or not

so im going to make the best of it,keep my chin up high,and pretend nothing had ever happened

cuz im a motha-fuggin warrior and nothing's gonna bring me downn!!! :D

im readyy!

<3